The pain in my heart, the pain in my mind,
I’m searching so hard to find any sign,
Something to speak a truth I can’t find,
I fear that it’s lost forever in time,
I look at a world that’s bitter and cold,
And search for my soul that somewhere I sold,
Trying to live day after day,
Telling myself believe come what may.
A smile out side to cover my tears,
They’re pouring inside and drowning my fears,
All of the joy is trapped in my mind,
Inside of the memories is where it resides,
When will it stop, when will it seize,
I hope for the day when again I believe.